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Friday, May 19, 2006

I can't remember what has happened in this past week. Nothing significant.Except, maybe I got talking to Wil yesterday. I know, big shocker. It is difficult deciding who is the guilty party and whose sins need to be atoned for, and at the same time, consider the possibilty that there never was a crime. No hard feeliings, and no residual urges, it was all cool.

What was particularly remarkable was his affability and the mutual forced display of friendliness; over-compensating for the unspoken awkwardness I guess, but it was great to get talking again. He made it a point to ask when i was coming back,confessing his abstinence from clubbing but expressing his keeness on us clubbing together. With his girlfriend of 1yr and 3mths, most likely.He told me to give him a call when I am back in Spore and I told him likewise, then we had to face the slight embarressment of realizing we hadn't each others numbers because we had deleted them earlier on to mark an end of a chapter. But strange, there is something persistant about this episode that is both stubborn and lingering.

'Can you imagine',quoth a friend,' if you and him had actually gotten together,then XX wouldn't have happened, and X as well...'.It wouldn't have lasted long so XX and X would have happened anyway, except the outcomes might have been a little different.

Anyway,it was not important but it gave something for me to think about for abit other than food. Just the other day I was speaking to my pops and he was like,' next time you want food,just look at yourself in the mirror and tell yourself,i'm fat and ugly,ok?' HAHA. He was joking of course. At least I hope he was.

On a separate note, I am looking forward to my trip to Rome with Maddy. This is my first trip sans parentals so I know it is going to be wicked ,or disastrous, it can swing either way. My parents have 'left all the planning to me' which basically means, all the planning rests on Maddy's shoulders. Having left her in charge, we've got two 6am flights with our return flight having the biggest potential for disaster.
11am: Check out of BB
12am: Arrive in Termino/Termini whatever to dump bags
2am: Finish clubbing get on coach
6am: Fly back
Wish me the grandest luck because by Jupiter I think I'll need it.

Anyway, here's something new, I'm trying to cut down. Again. I'm not that serious about it, setting low standards for myself so I will be less likely to disappoint. To all you smokers out there and aspiring smokers, smoking really affects your stamina. I thought I was immune, clocking good time on my runs despite smoking packs but no... Apparently I am not, not anymore at least.

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